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nam zavtra exat v san francisco, delat privivku. ne znau, k sogalen'u, kak v rossii eto proisxodit i v kakie sroki, no tut delaut cheture raza, v 2,4,6 i 12 mesyacev, po dva ukola i kapli za odin raz. vot zavtra, naprimer, budet privivka sazu ge ot 11 boleznei v proshlui raz on dovolno legko ee perenes, ne smotrya na to, chto doktor predupregdal, chto on moget plakat. no togda bula mama ryadom i mne vse bulo nepochem :) a vot zaaavtra- zavtra ya odna poedu tuda, i odna ge potom budu s nim mus'katsya...vot sigu, i zaranee bous :)
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letim v evropu v sredu. nugno srochno privodit sebya v poryadok.muga ublagat nugno, vagno i verno.
nanyala nyanu, poshla k parikmaxeru. nyanya late, hairdresser late, na chas pozge nachali. poka strigka, smuvka, pokraska, vse ugasno dolgo. obernulos pochti v pyat chasov. Boge-Boge, nesus na vsex porax domoi, gonu svou bmw'shechku, chut ne vrezaus v stolb po doroge. Kuzechka, malenkii, plachet, krovinochka, golodnui..
zaletau domoi- on u nyani na rukax, glazki zaplakannue, pritixshii, obigennui.. dumala razrudaus...nabrosilsya na menya, vse chto smog s'el, vusosal,otvalilsya..
zabul pro svoi obidki cherez pyat minut, opyat ulubaetsya, lastitsya...
a ya, s moim beshenno igrauchim materinskim instinktom, vse peregivau, vse rasstraivaus, chto malenkogo, ostavila, bez edu, kak on tut plakal... ugas-ugas, chto so mnoi priroda sdelala :)
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smotrit po storonam, povorachivaet vo vse storony golovu; dovolno dolgo moget nabludat za chevelyachimisya list'yami ili krutyachimsya ventilyatorom- zavoragivaut..
ugasno boikii i bustrui.. vse govoryat, chto ochen aktivnui. vchera v borders bula devochka, ee papa govorit- oi, a vot malchik takogo ge vozrasta, kak nasha devochka... ya xidno sprashivau: a skolko vam mesyacev? PYAT!!!!
a nam TRI govoru ya negno-negno, znaya, chto oni ugasno rasstroyatsya, a ya budu potom vsem gordo rasskazuvat.. :) vot rasskazuvau:
nam TRI mesyaca, a vedem mu sebya sravnimo s tem, kak vedet pyatimesyachnaya devochka. mne dage pokazalos, chto Kuzik aktivnee, chem ona.
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prelesten. paxnet detskim zabutum schast'em vuzuvaet umilitelnue slezu nelzya bez ulubki lublu bezumno very alert glaza po ploshke zrya nikogda ne plachet udivlyaetsya zerkalu peregivau ochen udivitelno laskov obogau bezmerno belenkii, na golove pushok ulubaetsya vsem podryad pekrasnee vsex na svete glaza golubue ne tak strashno, kak vse govorili givot ne bolit xvataet igrushki rukami zlitsya ugasno, kogda ne moget polzti 6800 purely nursed boitsya smuva v tualete begaem po utram luboputen i bustr perevorachivaetsya so spinu na givot stoit na nogax, kogda dergish v mashine ne plachet kupaemsya v bolshoi vannoi edem v evropu.
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I just got one today at work Am I really going to be a mom that soon? :)) I got so much gifts, congratulations, questions, concerns, advices.. I've been trying to forget about that fact, to shift it somewhere far away, to shut up my memory, to get busy with the other stuff.. but he is here, moving, kicking, showing, reminding me.. I only have 12 weeks left, congratulations, Taisiya Congratulations, you have a wonderful and sleepless time ahead of you Congratulations, you are not alone and will never feel lonely anymore Congratulatulations, you will be a great mother Congratulations, you are loved and very well beloved
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вот мне кажется, что она разная, если боль разная
моя головная боль- колючая, яркая, сиреневая, в клубочке; когда болит всегда пытаюсь ее распутать, размотать, развести... моя женская боль - коричневая, мягкая, томная, тянущаяся; ее нужно разглаживать, разнеживать, любить моя мышечная боль- синяя, переливающаяся, смеющаяся; с этой болью легче всего-ей нужно обьяснять, соглашаться с ней, разрешать ей болеть, гордиться ею...
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